{PROLOGUE}

preferred to be called: afianne
years of existence: 17
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, blog-building, html, throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{cookies
{mint
{fireflies
{feline
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches
{flies

tripod
adobe illustrator
someone to teach me vector art
vans na plaid
lots and lots of vintage shirts!
bette davis' eyes
a locket studded with crytals with a portrait of the Virgin Mary

linkies}
linkies}
linkies}
linkies}
linkies}
linkies}

insert thy tagboard or cbox
 

Afianne
Blogskins.com
Moargh.de
Romance Box
Getty
 
August 2005[x] October 2005[x] December 2005[x] October 2013[x]

I'm baaack.. today is really a boring day! we had an activity in school for the 'buwan ng wika' and the gym is fully packed of people, imagine being in a sardine can for 3 hrs, whew! but we (wid yolly and lain) managed to stayed out of that situation.. though there's a sad part: our program director Sr. Sahlee got mad to the most of us 2BSN, because people started leaving the gym before the program ended. I feel guilty!! for i did not even watched any part of the program, we just stayed outside of the gym though we hear some music which gave us some idea about what's happening inside. Although we enjoyed the afternoon - by eating,, eating,, and still eating! it's fiesta time! and i'm also relieved when our profs announced that there would be no health care lab after that cos we're all tired of waiting, eating and sitting! nice huh? it's an idle day today! though next week would be a tough one, i got a lot of modular exams coming up so i'll make good use of my weekend to finish all that i need to do! hope i could focus on my studies first before watching tv again! haha. well, gudnyt my wonderful blog.. have a nice sleep.. and wake early tomorrow to avoid coming late AGAIN! =p

additional: i forgot to tell that i feel bad that i wasn't able to go to the acquaintance party of my former org in UST, it could have been a good way to unwind and just forget about spuqc.. and just remember the old times with my buddies. if only i have someone who could accompany me and bring me back home.. hahaha.. i miss you guys! i'm gonna cheer for my buddy donna, because she's a representative or a muse of their(my former) class - 3 chem! you can do it sexy gal, haha..

miss yah guys!

11:47 AM

*****

well i had already started a lot of blogs from different websites, but im having a hard time updating those and i don't really like some of the features hopefully i can stick to this one! i would also want to share some pictures and express all that i'm feeling here.. that's why this blog is entitled S-P-E-A-K! well, where did i got this title? last monday, ofcourse we don't have classes, so i enjoyed hours of watching movies in HBO nd star movies. And, i was intrigued when i saw the movie- Speak, i watched it nd it came out to be a really good movie. The plot is:

After a blurred trauma over the summer, Melinda enters high school a selective mute. Struggling with school, friends, and family, she tells the dark tale of her experiences, and why she has chosen not to speak.

The actress who played Melinda, potrayed her character convincingly which really moved me to understand all the hurt and betrayal she was feeling.. relating it to myself, i also sometimes choose not to speak, not that i have any trauma or anything, i'm just having a hard time telling what i feel, sharing my thoughts to anyone or even to my friends.. that's why i'm learning to be vocal to my feelings, coz i also don't want to just hide it within me, i might just explode and be crazy for keeping all those negative stuffs/hurts/frustrations... be with me as i try to learn how to SPEAK!

8:46 PM

*****