{PROLOGUE}

preferred to be called: afianne
years of existence: 17
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, blog-building, html, throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{cookies
{mint
{fireflies
{feline
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches
{flies

{WISHLIST}

tripod
adobe illustrator
someone to teach me vector art
vans na plaid
lots and lots of vintage shirts!
bette davis' eyes
a locket studded with crytals with a portrait of the Virgin Mary

{FELLOWS}

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{EXPRESS}
insert thy tagboard or cbox
 
{CREDITS}


Afianne
Blogskins.com
Moargh.de
Romance Box
Getty

 
{BYGONE}}

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Thursday, October 24, 2013


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Sunday, December 18, 2005


While browsing some blogs, I saw a link to this photo sharing beta site - http://www.flickr.com and I signed up.. It's a cool site, with some nice pics and u can actually blog the photos to your own blogs.. as I was searching for some pics, I saw this one.. and it is really amazing, the colors are warm and pleasing to the eyes.. the reflection of the cathedral is also great!



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This is a test post from flickr, a fancy photo sharing thing.



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I'm a movie addict u know..
1. Total number of films I own on DVD/video:
> I do not keep track on them, I think it's around 200 and all are pirated. hehe, ooopps is Edu Manzano around?

2. The last film I bought:
I always buy at Quiapo - it's cheap, so I always buy a lot when I go there and these are my latest buys:
> Fever Pitch
>Chicken Little
>Saw II
>Edison
>The Machinist
>Flight Plan
>Two For Money
>Deuce Bigalow 2
>The 40 year old Virgin
>Critters 1-4

3. The last film I watched:
From my DVDs
> Critters 1-4
>Red Eye
From the VCDs that I rented from Video City
>Bewitched
>Kicking and Screaming

4. Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me:
> Before Sunrise / Before Sunset
>Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
>Boys don't Cry
>Notting Hill
>Closer

5. Which 5 people am I passing the baton on to? And why?
> Anyone.



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Sunday, October 09, 2005


finally i was able to post again, it's been a while and my birthday has already passed.. i'm a year older now. and a lot of things has already happened since my last post which was in august and it's already october, nice! then time for the next semester, i'm already excited for our community service but i'm not yet sure if i can still remember everything we have learned this sem.. anyways finals pa lng naman, then sembreak!! yahoo... but i still got a BIG problem!! coz my classm8 (dunno if i can call her "friend" after everythin') whose name is Terry lost my phone last July and that phone is one of my precious possessions, my dad gave that for a birthday present during my debut and it really saddened me coz i know how my dad works really hard just to provide us our needs and minsan luxury needs na rin.. and the BIG problem is - she can't pay/replace it! darn! 2 months has already passed.. still nothing.. well that phone was bought for almost 27 thou, so i can't just let her go like that! i understand its not easy to replace that because it cost a lot but atleast do something.. pay it in installments.. and she's not doin' anything!! even say sorry.. whew.. i've just known Terry june of 2005, we've known each other for a short time only(almost 4 months) so i still can't figure out why on the second month that we've known each other i already trusted her!! and the conclusion for trusting such "friend" i've lost my n7610, my dad's gft! and what really pisses me off is that she's saying lot of excuses!! and i think she's also lying to me!! why?? i'll cite some situations, she told me she has no money and that her lola can't give her baon because they have a crisis right now - but i found out that she STILL drinks beer/alcohol everynight, smokes everyday.. and then she'll tell me stories that they have nothin to eat, she absent herself oneday bec. she doesn't have any fare to go to school (what a reason then next day she was able to go to school?? wtf! ), i got the feeling na 'nagpapaawa xa' just to get away from her responsibility/obligation! and when we talk, she always insert those financial problems they have as if i can do anything! my question in my mind is "Is there truth to all these?!" I've treated her as my friend and this is what I get? but you know sometimes nadadala ko to her stories, cguro nga she's a good actress or so... but u know I'm not that bitter in the situation, kc laging napadpad sa isip ko na, kawawa rin xa because she did not grew in a typical family, w/ a mom and dad, she grew up with her grandma and then i learned that she and her brother were just adopted.. haay what a crazy situation i have!! i dunno what to do, will i get mad or maawa ba ako?? but the bottom line is i don't want to break our friendship because b4 this thing happened she's been so nice and i totally like her personality, if this event didn't happened, we might have been the best of friends! no lying, no excuses, and i still have my celfone! hehe... my msg for her is just pay the damn phone! so we can solve this right away as if nothing happened, ok?! and ofcors i don't want my dad to feel that i'm so reckless with the things he have given because he's the best dad ever!! my only fault is i've trusted a friend...



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Friday, August 26, 2005


I'm baaack.. today is really a boring day! we had an activity in school for the 'buwan ng wika' and the gym is fully packed of people, imagine being in a sardine can for 3 hrs, whew! but we (wid yolly and lain) managed to stayed out of that situation.. though there's a sad part: our program director Sr. Sahlee got mad to the most of us 2BSN, because people started leaving the gym before the program ended. I feel guilty!! for i did not even watched any part of the program, we just stayed outside of the gym though we hear some music which gave us some idea about what's happening inside. Although we enjoyed the afternoon - by eating,, eating,, and still eating! it's fiesta time! and i'm also relieved when our profs announced that there would be no health care lab after that cos we're all tired of waiting, eating and sitting! nice huh? it's an idle day today! though next week would be a tough one, i got a lot of modular exams coming up so i'll make good use of my weekend to finish all that i need to do! hope i could focus on my studies first before watching tv again! haha. well, gudnyt my wonderful blog.. have a nice sleep.. and wake early tomorrow to avoid coming late AGAIN! =p

additional: i forgot to tell that i feel bad that i wasn't able to go to the acquaintance party of my former org in UST, it could have been a good way to unwind and just forget about spuqc.. and just remember the old times with my buddies. if only i have someone who could accompany me and bring me back home.. hahaha.. i miss you guys! i'm gonna cheer for my buddy donna, because she's a representative or a muse of their(my former) class - 3 chem! you can do it sexy gal, haha..

miss yah guys!




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Wednesday, August 24, 2005


well i had already started a lot of blogs from different websites, but im having a hard time updating those and i don't really like some of the features hopefully i can stick to this one! i would also want to share some pictures and express all that i'm feeling here.. that's why this blog is entitled S-P-E-A-K! well, where did i got this title? last monday, ofcourse we don't have classes, so i enjoyed hours of watching movies in HBO nd star movies. And, i was intrigued when i saw the movie- Speak, i watched it nd it came out to be a really good movie. The plot is:

After a blurred trauma over the summer, Melinda enters high school a selective mute. Struggling with school, friends, and family, she tells the dark tale of her experiences, and why she has chosen not to speak.

The actress who played Melinda, potrayed her character convincingly which really moved me to understand all the hurt and betrayal she was feeling.. relating it to myself, i also sometimes choose not to speak, not that i have any trauma or anything, i'm just having a hard time telling what i feel, sharing my thoughts to anyone or even to my friends.. that's why i'm learning to be vocal to my feelings, coz i also don't want to just hide it within me, i might just explode and be crazy for keeping all those negative stuffs/hurts/frustrations... be with me as i try to learn how to SPEAK!



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