{PROLOGUE}

preferred to be called: afianne
years of existence: 17
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, blog-building, html, throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{cookies
{mint
{fireflies
{feline
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches
{flies

tripod
adobe illustrator
someone to teach me vector art
vans na plaid
lots and lots of vintage shirts!
bette davis' eyes
a locket studded with crytals with a portrait of the Virgin Mary

linkies}
linkies}
linkies}
linkies}
linkies}
linkies}

insert thy tagboard or cbox
 

Afianne
Blogskins.com
Moargh.de
Romance Box
Getty
 
August 2005[x] October 2005[x] December 2005[x] October 2013[x]

finally i was able to post again, it's been a while and my birthday has already passed.. i'm a year older now. and a lot of things has already happened since my last post which was in august and it's already october, nice! then time for the next semester, i'm already excited for our community service but i'm not yet sure if i can still remember everything we have learned this sem.. anyways finals pa lng naman, then sembreak!! yahoo... but i still got a BIG problem!! coz my classm8 (dunno if i can call her "friend" after everythin') whose name is Terry lost my phone last July and that phone is one of my precious possessions, my dad gave that for a birthday present during my debut and it really saddened me coz i know how my dad works really hard just to provide us our needs and minsan luxury needs na rin.. and the BIG problem is - she can't pay/replace it! darn! 2 months has already passed.. still nothing.. well that phone was bought for almost 27 thou, so i can't just let her go like that! i understand its not easy to replace that because it cost a lot but atleast do something.. pay it in installments.. and she's not doin' anything!! even say sorry.. whew.. i've just known Terry june of 2005, we've known each other for a short time only(almost 4 months) so i still can't figure out why on the second month that we've known each other i already trusted her!! and the conclusion for trusting such "friend" i've lost my n7610, my dad's gft! and what really pisses me off is that she's saying lot of excuses!! and i think she's also lying to me!! why?? i'll cite some situations, she told me she has no money and that her lola can't give her baon because they have a crisis right now - but i found out that she STILL drinks beer/alcohol everynight, smokes everyday.. and then she'll tell me stories that they have nothin to eat, she absent herself oneday bec. she doesn't have any fare to go to school (what a reason then next day she was able to go to school?? wtf! ), i got the feeling na 'nagpapaawa xa' just to get away from her responsibility/obligation! and when we talk, she always insert those financial problems they have as if i can do anything! my question in my mind is "Is there truth to all these?!" I've treated her as my friend and this is what I get? but you know sometimes nadadala ko to her stories, cguro nga she's a good actress or so... but u know I'm not that bitter in the situation, kc laging napadpad sa isip ko na, kawawa rin xa because she did not grew in a typical family, w/ a mom and dad, she grew up with her grandma and then i learned that she and her brother were just adopted.. haay what a crazy situation i have!! i dunno what to do, will i get mad or maawa ba ako?? but the bottom line is i don't want to break our friendship because b4 this thing happened she's been so nice and i totally like her personality, if this event didn't happened, we might have been the best of friends! no lying, no excuses, and i still have my celfone! hehe... my msg for her is just pay the damn phone! so we can solve this right away as if nothing happened, ok?! and ofcors i don't want my dad to feel that i'm so reckless with the things he have given because he's the best dad ever!! my only fault is i've trusted a friend...

7:31 PM

*****